it makes you hesitant and indecisive in a lot of things.
one day, you may ask yourself "WHY?"
Why do we still do the things we do even though we are aware that it hurts us?
Think of it like this:
We do things for the ones we love, to see them happy and satisfied even if you are dying inside. True enough we strive to finish the things for them that in time we can learn to love the things we do as our own. The key is to be optimistic. Look for the brighter side of the picture and most importantly, PRAY