Friday, November 12, 2021

Unconditional

I didn't fall in love with you because I needed you or because I needed to feel being loved. I didn't fall in love with you because I needed someone to hold or cherish in my day-to-day life. From the moment I met you, everything stopped and your voice was the only thing I hear. I never saw it coming.. how you became someone who is so important that I was scared to even have the thought of losing you.

Every time I was with you, I felt home and safe. I wanted to make you happy and contented for the rest of our lives. It was a thought I never knew would even cross my mind because you were doing so much for me and you didn't even know it.

However, as time went on, you slowly drifted away and the saddest part was I couldn't do anything to stop it from happening. You left and moved on and I was left where I was. I couldn't move as if time was frozen and my heart was breaking. I was trying everything to stop my world from crumbling. Waking up everyday with the thought of you not here with me anymore was hard. As I silently cry feeling my heart breaking, know that you will always have a place in my heart whether I like it or not because I have never felt such feeling when I was with you. And although this is tearing me apart, I try to smile to put up a front so that you won't see how broken I am.

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