Poetry 19: My Song

I found myself singing a song, I really don't know why.
It's hard not to see, that this thing I've been doing is meant for me.
I'm singing a song,
And it's not ordinary,
For I'm not a singer, and not even close to a great music lover.

It's smooth and comfy,
It gives me serenity.
Eases my depression,
But struck my heart in every direction.

For any reason,
That I don't know why,
But will you come and try
To listen to my song for a while

I'll sing my song
Please feel each line
Be with me,
And give me time
To understand the song
Don't be blind. . .
Open your heart
And give a reason to find,
What i mean in each line

Poetry 18: In Loving Memory

Thank you for thy abode you sheltered me
Thanks for the belongingness i felt from thee
My mom's away yet you fondled me
So i live each day with glee

In thy humble home we shared
We had talks, we laughed, and we cared
How i long to see you once more
It'll be fine knowing you're home

Though at time we had our flaws
We never did see you with claws
Yet you opted just to face
Still accepted us and embrace

Now, it's you i'm really missing
I know you're just there and still watching
Like a floating leaf of a Lily
You're with HIM now in eternity.

Poetry 17: Losing Everything

I've been all over town looking for you
Called you at home
But there's no one to answer.

I can't wait to tell you
What i've come to realize
How much i love you
And that you mean
The whole world to me...

I decided to go to church
To thank God
For giving you to me
And to show my way to you.

A wedding is taking place
When i got in there
And i thought...
"I can't wait to exchange vows with you"

I imagined myself
Walking in the aisle
While the man I love
Is waiting for me at the alter.

My heart skip a beat
As i look at you
Dashingly handsome
In your three piece suit.

My tears fell
No matter how hard i try
To hold it back

As you kiss your bride
To seal your vows...
Then you looked my way
And smiled at me contently.

The next thing i knew
I'm stumbling my way
Back where i came from
For i couldn't take
The pain inside...

How stupid of me
To still believe
You'll wait for me

Stupid of me
To do nothing
When all i had to do
Is to fight for you.

And now it's too late
Too late...
For i already lost you
My heart
My world
My everything
Forever...

Poetry 16: Between Sleep and Walking

I wished to wrap my arms around you
And protect you from a world that's vile
But forgot about the demons inside you
Inside your head, and full of wiles
I wished that I could maybe reach you
Make you see what my eyes see
I want to help take your masks off of you
To show how majestic you can be
But you are stubborn and full of pride
You do not ask and rarely plead
And you tell me that you'll pass this tide
Alone, but my love there's hardly need.
For I am here, you have my hands to share
I'll stand by you and the problems you bear
Because I love you and this is true
I'll stand by you until this is through

Poetry 15: Obsession

All I see is you

Every time I close my eyes

All I see is you

You make my feelings rise

All I need is you

You are everything to me

All I know is you

You’re the answer that I seek

Poetry 14: Quixotic Fantasies

At night I sit here, in the corner of my room
On top of the bed and under the sheets
It feels safe under my warm coccoon
Away from the world, a silence to keep.
And in this cold dark night, I hold you tight
In this cold dark night, I'm wishing
That there's a you and me
How I long to see.
In this cold dark night with me.
In my sleep I can dream
In my sleep I pretend.
That there's nothing wrong
No damn rules to bend
In my sleep I can dream that,
In this cold dark night, I'm holding you tight
In this cold dark night, away from them
That there's a you and me.
An us we long be.
So stay in this cold dark night with me.
But the night is cold
And my heart is not as bold
And reality screams grow up.
And my eyes they sting
From the tears they long to bring
Still my heart, it screams don't stop.
And I'll stay in this cold dark
I'll stay where you can hold me tight
So stay in this cold dark night with me.
And I don't care about the rest
Cause I know you did your best.
Here in this cold dark night, with me
So stay here in the cold dark night With me.

Poetry 13: Wedding Bells

eyes shut, hand clenched over heart

you can't love and its tearing me apart

tears fall, lips part and shake

bells knoll, was it all a mistake?

this white dress is bearing me down

i need you but you're never around

the bouquet of flowers you sent are now dead

all i have are dried petals instead

hands shake, i drink the pain away

i try but the pain is here to stay

heart tires, and i lose to the will to fight

dont worry, tomorrow ill be gone from your sight

Poetry 12: Don't Worry

Don't worry.

This is just a symptom of the heart.

Brought about by this desire

To wish we would never part.

Don't worry.

This is just a symptom of the heart

I'll try to curb my feelings.

I should have curbed it from the start.

Don't worry.

This is just a symptom of the heart

A symptom of my heart.

A heart whose only wish is,

To hold you in my heart.

Poetry 11: A Proposal

So here I am now

Patiently waiting for love

I offer you me

Listen to my song

Thus is my heart's confession

Crying out for you

And I give you me

In heart, soul and own being

Will you take my hand?

This is my offer

This is my solemn heart song

Given just for you.

Poetry 10: Paradoxes

Such a pity, for the flower
Such a pity, for the bee.
Such a pity, for the lover
Such a pity, you and me.
Such a pity, all the crying
Such a pity, all the pain.
Such a pity, all this dying
Such a pity, all this rain.
Such a pity, yet I linger
Such a pity, yet I wait

For I want to stay much longer
And to have you as my mate.

Poetry 9: I Wonder

I wonder if he knows.
How his smiles turns me to butter
When he looks at me, I always stutter

I wonder if he knows,
How his grins make me weak
When he looks at me i turn meek

I wonder if he knows
The affect he has on my heart
And how I wish to never part

I wonder if he knows
How his touch makes me shake
How his lips make me quake

I wonder if he knows
How much I need him in my life
How I long to be his wife

I wonder if he knows
How brilliantly he shines in my eyes
How his kisses make me fly.

I wonder if he knows
How perfect he is to me
And how I long to be
Just his eternally.

I wonder if he knows
That this heart beats just for him
And I would satisfy his every whim
Just to see him smile.

I wonder if he knows
How I long to be his alone
And how his body makes me moan
In rapture long after he is gone.

Poetry 8: Love Rules

I found myself in the middle of nowhere
It's been a year but the feeling of hurt is still here
I have searched everywhere; all i can find is fear
Fear of losing someone who seems so far, yet so near

Everyday seems dry as days go by
What kills me most is hearing you say "goodbye"
Reminiscing those precious moments and sweet lullaby's
You can see it in my eyes, it will never lie

I tried not to show it in every step that i make
Trying to hide it whenever my heart would break
I'm thinking of you in every breath that i take
It's reality, love isn't fake!

In the world of hustling, I believe in loving
In the land of scares, i will wipe those tears
When everything's so gray, i'll be here to stay
And when everybody's gone, i'm just here.. You don't have to run

This poem is the only way for you to know
That my heart is with you wherever i go

Poetry 7: Unusual Love

Listen as I whisper
Feel my breath,
And hear the beat
It wouldn't take too long
Just let me ease your pain

You've been so distressed,
You've been hurt,
And seem so restless.
You tried to hide everything
But you can't deny.
I'll never leave you
My words could never lie.

Speak to me,
Even cry to me.
I don't care at all
I may also be weak
But I tell you, that now,
I love you more

I'm holding my pen
And no one could ever hinder me
To give my all and to be faithfully attached
You've taught me to stand alone,
To be happy and see the truth
Regardless of being a few

It's not about the time
Now how well I've know about
It's the treasure of life you've bring

Look inside me and you'll see
How you've create a home in me

Poetry 6: The Fairytale Untold

I came from a place where no one knows
I've been a disgrace from my family's souls
I never surrender but I always cry
That's my life and I don't know why

I'm a princess trapped in a far away castle
And waitng for my prince who's still in battle
He's willing to wait and ready to fight
For he will save me from my messy life

Someday I know my prince will return
He'll save my life that once was burned
Against all odds I know we'll make it
Our love is true and we'll fight for it

This is a tale of my prince and I
You'll learn a lot, you'll almost cry

Poetry 5: Starting Point

Unkind..
A heart without love

Ironic...
A love without heart

One may love without a heart
But not heart without a love
Neither attracts...
Nor remains...
Grievances...
Leave it to the unkind
Passions...
Give it to the ironic

As love begins
---Heartbeat ends

It sees no reason
---But lessons

Poetry 4: Self-Denial

Self-Denial

It's something I never thought I could do!
But at long last, I've done it!
With aplomb. With success. With flying colors!

In this world modern trivalities and complexities
The biggest lie I can tell myself is that I can still exist minus
YOU!

Definitely I know fromt he abyss of my heart I AM WRONG!
For sure you know I am a liar

When I never accepted you to be a vital part of me.

For you say you were born for ME.

You allege we're tailor-made for each other.

You clearly lay down your cards on the table,
The table that treasures the threshold of the love
You had for me all through those years.
Now I miss you.

For I know I can never ever have you again.
It's too ironical to acknowledge the mutuality of our feelings
Now that you are gone -
Gone FOREVER!

If only I could turn back the hands of time...
If I could only reverse the days gone past us...
If only I relive my life all over...
I'd choose to live it with you
And nobody else.

You may not be my knight in shinning armor.
You may not be the nectar and ambrocia kings long for.
You may not be the potion lovestuck guys crave for.
For you are not perfect.

But perfectly you fit to a T what I desire most in my man.
You stammer, you grope for words
Everytime you say I'm special to you
And I love it tenderly.

Your eyes glow in amazement everytime you see me.
And I dearly treasure it-in my heart.

Now I hate the thought of having lost you
I deny myself for being too conceited and boastful.
Now I shed these tears for you

Poetry 3: Missing You

As i watch the birds flying freely in the sky
I noticed tears falling from my eyes
Never thought I'll be dying inside
When will you be by my side?

I'm like a fool alone in the dark
Looking for you in the tiny spark
When my lips are dry and I'm about to cry
Will you be here with me through my deepest sigh?

Leaves are falling from the trees
As I sat on the grass and bend my knees
If my world would turn upside down
Can you wipe my loneliness and be my clown?

As I hear the raindrops falling on the ground
I stare at the window hoping you're around
When the skies are blue and I had no clue
I'll tell the world.. "I'm missing you!"

Poetry 2: Longing For You

In my silence

Through your eyes

Depicts a love

So pure, so kind

Thoughts of you

Haunts me inside

I can't let go ---

I really can't

Deep within me

All i want is you

Why does my heart

Keep longing for you?

Poetry 1: Simple Advice

Life is just one test or more

A girl or two that you adore

We cannot ken what happens next

But we must try to look our best.

Life is not as grand you see

Don’t try to make it fantasy

It's meant to be lived with open eyes

But don’t forget we still can fly.

Life doesn’t mean be far too brave

It wont kill you to act like a knave

Once in a while we have to be strong

But never forget we too can be wrong.

Life isn’t about who wins or who loses

It's all about the paths that one chooses

Whether it be the right one or not

But what matters most are the lessons we got.

Life is a game that we all have to play

But a game that is deadly our lives we must lay

Its hard to live life its true how I know

But life is still life so we all must grow.